Saturday, February 18, 2012

Day 25: a friend you have lost that you’re better off without/one you wish you had back

Without: 

All the “friends” I had who really only used me. The “friends” who only like me because I was too nice and did anything they asked off me because I was trying to be a good friend to them. Then when it came time for them to return the favor they just say there and watched me struggle. 

With: 

My friend Ross. Oh god I miss you so much. I dreamed about you the other day. I miss our Skype dates, I miss how you always made me stop crying. I miss you calling me. I miss how you always made me smile. I hate that you don’t understand everything and you won’t talk to me now. You used to be my best friend and now we haven’t talked in months. I know I fucked everything up. I wish you would just listen to me for five minutes, then you would understand.