My life right now = alright.

Surround myself with kick ass people and good vibes.
Livin’

A little girl in the 5th grade class I help out in told me I was ugly.

Little girl: Miss Courtney do you have a boyfriend?
Me: no I don’t
Little girl: it’s because you’re ugly. You’re tattoo makes you ugly. You’re going to become a drunk and start smoking and be mean to us and you’re going to marry a hobo because you have a tattoo.
Me: ……..

Day 17: your idol and why you look up to them

My mom. She is everything I would ever want to be. She has her moments but I love her regardless. She really is the best mom anyone could ever have. She is so strong and handles herself so well, I wish I cold somehow find a way to be more like her. She is kind and forgiving. She accepts me and supports me in everything I do and would ever think of doing. She has been there since the beginning taking care and watching over me. I don’t think there could be a famous person who I would even consider looking up to when I have such an amazing mother.  

Swim started today.

So happy to be back in the pool! Except for the fact I got a parking ticket for not having a pass. The man is just trying to bring me down.

Anonymous asked: do you mind me asking what happened to you? i'm sorry for whatever it was :(

Don’t be sorry! I am learning to overcome what happened and it has made me so much stronger. Out of respect for the other person involved in this I won’t go right out and say exactly what happened. I was in a bad situation in which I dated a very controlling and manipulative boy who took advantage of my being a people pleaser and at the time me having a lot of problems. He was very sweet at first but had a dark side that throughout our relationship changed him. It consisted of him taking away something very special and continuing to do this till our relationship ended.